Wednesday, March 02, 2005
@7:38 AM
today sucked.
it just sucked so much i cant explain
the fucking heats so fucking tiring
and i didnt eat
damn!
whats the money waiting in my wallet for
and my science test
i didnt flunk it
but i did real bad
man
im just so depressed.
just feel like cursing
but i cant spout out all
the vulagarities at one time!!!
so i'd rather not curse.
nevermind.
sighss.
tomorrow i have a chinese test.
as well as Maths
i think im gonna fail both
forget it
and
DoraOur friendship may be drifting apart i dont really know
maybe i was just too overreactive
maybe i just was too sensitive
yahh.
im always like that.
i just hope you wont think so much
or worry over this matter
just hope you'll concentrate on your studies and do well
dont let your brains or life go to waste
i'll change
you'll see.
i'll come back as me
i'll like being enthu.i just cant help it
its too bad if you think im acting cute
at most i'll just give a nochlant attitude whenever
i see you. heh?
dora. i'm always changing my attitude
cause im afraid people wont like me for who i am
but i dont care now.
i know whats right and wrong
i'll just be myself=)
thanks for everything
just hope our friendship will last
i may be your ever so close friend dora
but, family is always first
and you've got to believe that
no one else in this world would risk ther life for you
and neither would i
its the truth
its reality. we've gotta face it.
i have my own life to live you know.
and so do you=)
so cheer up and be happy.=D
`smile-always *to you-
being with you
as a friend
was everything i could wish for
you filled my empty soul
with joy and happiness
with love and care
but as the years passed
we drifted apart
nothing mattered
not even trust
everything just suddenly disspeared
i didnt know what was happening
but i just hoped it was just a dream
but this was reality
and i had to face it
i just want you to know that
i'll continue to treasure this friendship
for as long as it takes
even if you dont care
and all the fun memories
that we shared
i love you as a friend
and thank you for everything you helped me with
it didnt last long
but being your friend for just one day
meant alot to me
and i hope it does to you too.=)
`sharon to dora-