its been a freakin long time since ive posted. ehss. many things happnened but. lazy to type. ahhass. firstly. on shermain's birthday. dora irene sher and me went out to cineleisure. me and dora had the most fun playing the arcade. irene and shermain... nvr play much lor. budden bought their bag tt met damien and terrence there. yahh. whoa damien hair damn stylo. he even wore a pink tee. pink veh nice meh? boys wear pink like a freakin pink pather. ahhas. tt he still wear sunglasses somemore. ahhass. wear until too qua zhang le bah. running late. so last minute just took one neo as ji nian ri. for shermain. tt met p wif damien and terrence tt went home. ahhas. the terrence so malu. dunno malu what. don dare stand wif us and talk to us. lols. so poor thing lor. then when reach kovan heard from damien tt if i wanna see 'him' can go to the payalabar the community centre the basketball court. i was like damn happy lah. ahhas. but i didnt go. cause.. too lazy. ahhas. tt sunday. parents non stop nagging. its like both of em have pms or something. cant be bothered to type out what my damn father said. fuck it man. fuck it. yah. i know im losing my english. i know u 'care'. but im trying. ill try. for now. notjust yet. if he wants me to be the ever so civilised suzanne daughter of his. then sorry i dont want to be her. -.- i dont care or whatsoever. anyway. just yesterday shermain and irene and felicia came to my house till 7pm. then dora came at 7 ahhas. and we studied till 10 at night together. i kinda liked the feeling. i dont know why. but to me its like kinda fun? lolss. im not a les. just feel like... its.. i dont know how to explain. the feelings just great! ahhas. we really studied. didnt play. =) hope can do it again sometime and dora can sleep over. tt will be like the best thing ever! ahhas. crazy. bleah. whatever. anyway, today.. nothing much happened . lazy to write more. fngers getting lazy. buh bye- nitess- sweet dreams.