Wednesday, December 15, 2004
@8:53 PM
arh!!!!wheee~~~~ahhas. today was damn depressing saddening but fun n nice too. ahhas. u mus be thinking im damn weird rite?lols. anywae. today went put wif hc dora and joel(dora bf) ehss. whoa dora bf graduate liao niarhh. so cool wahahhas. can c she like him alot bahs. hmmms. but if he ever break wif her she say she will be ready. hope so bahs. quite worried for her. anywae. me n hc break liao. veh weird rite? today went out.. then on same day break. haiss. figured it out. i dont like him bahs. i dont like anyone. today.. saw sean kelly.. those group of 6-10 ppl lor. glad to see them, but damn depressed also. whoa. seany boi dye his hair!!!! naughty liaos. kelly also ah. become like paikia liddis. hope he is not bahs. haiss. damn shock to see kelly lor. haiss. tt run toilet cry. gd thing dora there. help me. haiss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think nvrm lah. i know i still like him alot bahs. tts y break wif hc. keep seeing him wanna cry. but when dun c him really feel like seeing him.lols. weird~ =P hack lah. me decided liao. me wan stay single till grow up!!! cause. i stead so many ppl liao.. still keep thinking of him.. haiss. dunno when it will stop. nvm lah. he dun like me also nvrm. just hope he is happy lor. find good gf lor. haiss. me n my wishful thinking for past 1 and half year. nvrm lahh. i still like him alot. i continue to like lor. like till i grow up lor. hope he also will find his bahs. jus.. wanna see him again.. thats all. actually at the traffic light.. when saw alicia tiang.. jiali they all. then i holding hc hand.. whoa.. really felt like letting go. budden dui hc liddis veh unfair. so i jus.. liddat lor.tt went to arcade. haiss... nvrm nvrm sharon... leng jing yi dian. anyway .. hope hc understands bah. think he does. dui fang bu xi huan each other.. wads the use.. i pretend to like him.. cheat his feelings.. like veh bad. so jus break lor. dun cheat his feelings liao.he sure find better ger wan lah. so glad dora there for me. like when bella was always there for me. hope bella still rmb me bah hehs?lols.k. i think tats all for now.. another time tt blog lor.oh! oh! oh! i got band camp tomorrow till sat. so wont be blogging. when come back tt blog. ks. bye~