just like that. i hurt someone so badly. just words. promises that come out of my mouth. such short sentences. mean so much. jus a moment of happiness. only a feeling that lasts for a while. thought it wud last for a long time. but no. only a while. because of that. i hurt him so badly. fuck me, n my stupidity. what the hell was i doing at that time?!?!mayb.. jus to forget the past? but nvr. another toy. yeah. i guess that was it. me n my toys. what a fucker i am. fuck it. after 1 year...until now still cannot forget the past. am i mad or what?!?!forget it. its all over . now studies.. concentrate my dear sharon concentrate!!!! arh. what the hell was i thinking. nvrm. must be happy. bye.
The Promise

I know that lately
Things have been so hard
And looking out
Through your broken heart
All you can see is dark
And lonely days ahead
But remember Jesus said
[c h o r u s]
He knows every star in the sky
Every single tear that you cry
His love is here faithful and alive
I know that this world can be cold
In His arms you're never alone
That's His promise to you and I
When hope has disappeared
And your heart aches
You might not recognize
The touch of grace
But on the other side
Of every dying dream
His love is waiting patiently
[c h o r u s]
With every angel there's a love
That never leaves your side
His love is deeper than the ocean
Or a mountain high
You've got to know
There's hope in your heart
And if you listen with your heart
I know you'll hear Him say
You are My child and I am with you
Each and every day
He is the one who knows your soul
[c h o r u s]
That's the promise for you and I